Broken

Broken

I look out of the window into the dark night
Watching one solitary star, sparkling all bright
You know how much i love stars
They make me feel near to you in spite of being far
But tonight the lone star reminds me not of happy times
But of the loneliness that confines
Of the helplessness that i feel
Now that you have said goodbye..

I have always loved you with all my heart
but i guess it was never enough
you wanted a break, a space away from me
you never looked back to see what it made me feel.
all my life, what i have known love to be
i have always thought it to be you
every feeling, every sensation that was new
to me, it was just another part of you.
everyday i long to hear your voice on the phone
now all I get is the painful dial tone.

you believe the romance is gone
and am no longer the same
you believe the romance has gone away
it no longer has the rosy flush but has turned grey
just turn around and look at me
i'm stil the same, the same old 'Me'.

time has passed and become jaded
but my love hasn't faded
i still blush when i see you
get all fresh and new like morning dew
every time we fight, i still weep
yearn for a hug and kiss before going to sleep.

but all that is past now
i don't know when,where,how
it became from "we"
to just being being 'you' and 'me'
i still stare at the phone, hoping it would would ring
that you might miss me; realize i'm also part of your being
you made me whole, you completed me
now all that is left of me, is what i pretend to be...