My Lord

I glide through the stormy night,
Not a soul nor body by my side.
All alone, my dress clinging to me
As the storm rages, the wind howling and caressing the trees.

The creatures of the dark , all awake!
Rising from nothingness,obliterating all that`s fake
Amidst these corpses of truth,stood I
Feeling them draw me, awed but not wishing to fie.

The hill top glows as if alive
The twinkling stars like eyes of fire
Crowning its glory and might,
Burning bright with its deep desire.

A loner in the crowd
That I am, felt an instinctive tie
With this raged nature, I felt akin
A sense of sublimity engulfed and satisfied
My broken desires, releasing me from my sins.

I understand now,
My rage and anger, humanity didn't feel how?
Because I am not humanity`s creation
Where day after day our murdered desires
Lead us to our roads to perdition.
Oh no! I am the child of Nature`s that lyre
Which piped its songs of love, fulfilment and care
And lighted a fire in my Soul which Society can`t ensnare.

Thus I bow to thee my Lord
Who is not present in human idol gods
But manifests himself in Nature`s beauty
That surrounds me now, enlivened in its fury.

I bow to thee my Lord, I bow to thee
For showing me the abode where souls roam free.

Silent Wish


The sky is silent tonight,
A daring red tinging its breast,
As I sit waiting for you darling
When the world has succumbed to rest.

I sit there under the dark palled sky
Looking with forlorn eyes,
At the road meandering through the plains,
All dusty and shivering like my deep sighs!

Why do I wait for thee like this?
Craving for your smooth touch
My lips and skin waiting for your kiss,
My love and lust equally strong as much..

Is my love born out of this lust?
Worshipping a body as flawed as i am
Or does this lust symbolise the culmination
Of a love so strong, that it induces perdition;
And in this ruin, lies my wrecked worldly soul
The death of which,marks the birth of "our" Whole.

So, i wait for you darling,
To come and seize me
To bind me while setting me free!
To calm the storm inside my heart and head
And blaze up our passions instead!
You and me caught up in a Togetherness,
Where our loving lust neither grows old
Nor dwindles and fades..

come to me dearest

come to me dearest
when the sun admits defeat at the end of the day
when life has lost its glory and zest,
and lost its hues to fade into grey.


come to me dearest
when the waning moon is lost behind a solitary cloud
when life ceases to be, and lies all in waste,
music dies...there is only noise and sound.


it is then that I will need you the most
to love me, when i can't be loved at least
to be my smile, when all i can spread is tear
to be my courage, when i am left with nothing but fear.

can you then see the spirit inside me?
when all the world sees a monster and flees
turn against the world, which you belong to
make it your enemy , only to be true to me?

can you give me the promise
of a love so strong?
that will love me with my vices
not in spite, free from all prejudices?

can you promise a love that wont fade and die
its beauty wont be marred by awful lies,
it wont fret neither will it chain
ceasing to be a ploy for expectations to be bargained?

come to me dearest
only when we can truly love one another
and not put a facade for the world to entertain.
when our conflicting souls turn to dust
from which our love will be born, freed of lust;
a love that not binds us two
but creates a you in me, a me in you.

Broken

Broken

I look out of the window into the dark night
Watching one solitary star, sparkling all bright
You know how much i love stars
They make me feel near to you in spite of being far
But tonight the lone star reminds me not of happy times
But of the loneliness that confines
Of the helplessness that i feel
Now that you have said goodbye..

I have always loved you with all my heart
but i guess it was never enough
you wanted a break, a space away from me
you never looked back to see what it made me feel.
all my life, what i have known love to be
i have always thought it to be you
every feeling, every sensation that was new
to me, it was just another part of you.
everyday i long to hear your voice on the phone
now all I get is the painful dial tone.

you believe the romance is gone
and am no longer the same
you believe the romance has gone away
it no longer has the rosy flush but has turned grey
just turn around and look at me
i'm stil the same, the same old 'Me'.

time has passed and become jaded
but my love hasn't faded
i still blush when i see you
get all fresh and new like morning dew
every time we fight, i still weep
yearn for a hug and kiss before going to sleep.

but all that is past now
i don't know when,where,how
it became from "we"
to just being being 'you' and 'me'
i still stare at the phone, hoping it would would ring
that you might miss me; realize i'm also part of your being
you made me whole, you completed me
now all that is left of me, is what i pretend to be...